Saturday, April 3, 2010


everything is everything.

Sunday, March 7, 2010


See I've thought about spendong a lot of time with yu lately. LOL
So much has happened. Since last time my j's FINALLY came- my track stuff came; I got a Jordan backpack, its smooth, my red white&blue tights- and
2 pair of track spikes- I was hella happy when everything finally came in,
I checked the mail everyday, now I don't even check it cause I'm not expecting anything aha
But its all good,- school is going fine- I think my grades are fairly decent!

Spring break is almost here, yes yes- I can't wait to go home and see my family !! I believe that just may be
What my trip is all about; and fun! My bros Quez gon be there while I'm there, so
Its only right that us three get it in, and go hard! yes yes

Our first meet was yesterday as well. Ashland was a coo lil area! But as far as the meet went- bittersweet!
That is the best way to describe it. I expect greatness from myself in everything that I do. My hurdles went fine!
I ran a 15.87 which is not bad for my first meet- but we all know I'm much faster by far! Triple Jump, I surprised myself and ended up doing good-
I placed 5th, with a mark at 40.6 ft, not bad at all for a first time jumper and first college meet
My 200 was terrible, maybe when we get to a better track- 4x1 we did good on! Terrence had a strong first leg; Trace ran good- and
Justin did good as well- for me reason I don't feel like I should be on it! Oh well though! Long jump I did terrible in! I liked their runway but at
The same time I didn't, when we tripled it was fine, but long- somethin just felt wierd LOL. *kanye shrug

Well today there is a lot to be done, and trust me being a college student is not fun 80% of the time! Time for me to get on my job and focus
-until next time!

And our next meet is saturday, I'm geeked again!! This time ill be efficiently prepared and ready for the rubber yes yes

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

same ole thang

theres really not that much on my mind right about npow- but i felt as if i owed yu any update LOL

Wednesday, February 3, 2010


Life is life. That has to be the best way that i can even remotely explain this complexed word ! Honestly, i dont even want to understand the concept of life and what is expected.

My thoughts have been in so many places lately. I cant even function without one thing or another being on my mind. First my grandfather is becoming sick- and i am hoping it is just that. As much as I dont want to think about it, it just constantly is brought to my mind. Its hard for me because my grandparents are the root to my family. Im not gon` even lie, IM SCARED yo. I pray every night. Right now the passion and desire burning inside me is to succeed! I want my grandparents to see one of their grandchildren walk across the COLLEGE STAGE! I want to be able to be the first, and set the standards and milestones for my younger cousins. I have always thought that my personal accomplishments ONLY benefited me, needless to say I WAS WRONG ; my family is my backbone, I do it for THEM!! and because of them I LIVE!!, I LIVE!! Sometimes I just lay in my bed at night and just think, think, and think. " LORD", I say , "can he please stay?" -I ask, and he answers . . . Its hard but I try to keep my composure and remain OPTIMISTIC but we all know how life is! But I have faith in my grandfather. I love him man! Its crazy but moments like these is what makes me appreciate life, but it also makes me realize LIFE IS REAL!!

as far as basketball-- the subject is wierd right now for me. Honestly, I have never been this confused in my life about anything, especially something Im passionate for. I was telling my close friends, I feel helpless sometimes. I also believe that me taking a season off from basketball is a good thing. But this season off also made things come into a much broader perspective! I know for a fact in order for me to go to any D-1 I will have to pick up my guard skills. . . dont really feel like going into this right now!

see ya later. a foo like me will update later. IM BOUT TO GET TURNT *smh lol

DAY3 of our month baby

wassup world.

wassup WORLD, how have yu guys been lately? im just out here living my life is splendid coos bay, OR *sarcasm -

WELCOME TO BLACK HISTORY MONTH;; we really should educate ourselves more!!!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

all the above

"up in the studio, me and my drank, me and my drank. . . .will somebody pleasse double cup me"

No one understands my pain, struggle, and thoughts. They are all hear but no one is really hearing. -does that make sense?? Im not sure but it is to me. There are so many things wrong with life, that we all tend to focus on the negative. There are so many positive ways that we can all appreciate the beauties of the Earth. My mind is in so many places right now, I can not even begin to imagine where my thoughts are going to end at.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


Always be careful who yu love- the one yu love can break your heart for eternity, the one yu love can make u incapable of loving someone else, even them! But no matter what, if yu know yu have done nothing wrong- keep loving yourself, keep moving forward- keep your stride and hold your head high! See I, I will never let anyone break my stride, see I will never let anyone make me rest my head unhigh, see I walk wit the stars and the power of a god, see I love thy self before putting anyone else first, see I never would put anyone first and above thy,except the neccesary, see I enstil qualities and learn lessons from my mistakes and others, see I -thought I was powerful and mighty until I met a girl called LOVE, and LOVE she has a way of breaking me down, causing me to become physically sick, see LOVE has her way of breaking the worlds strongest man into two, see LOVE is minupulative and pulls the wool over your eyes, see LOVE makes yu blind and make yu cry, see LOVE is that uncontrollable emotion that makes yu smile BUT will make yu frown, see LOVE is LOVE and no matter how hard yu try and how hard yu hide, LOVE will find yu, LOVE will make yu- but don't let thes pros fool yu cause LOVE shall break yu too! And how yu deal with it, is your choice -yu and only yu will be able to see if thou is TRUE!